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Gümüslük is a place of dreams. Wearing my clogs I walk through a sea that does not even reach to my knees. Ahead of me is a small island. I must be in my early twenties. Gümüslük is a dream.
Have I been to Gumusluk? I remember treading on stones as I walk through the water. I even remember a photograph in which I am wearing a hat bought from Bodrum, and a red skirt which I have pulled up to my calves even though the water only comes up to my ankles. I laugh at the unnecessary precaution and groundless qualms. And what am I wearing with the skirt? Now that I cannot remember. So long as I have a photograph as a witness the vision of Gümüslük must be real. When you consider that my excitement about places I am going to exceeds that for places I have come from, it must really be me looking at the island ahead and its silhouette
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Years later I learnt from a brightly coloured tourism brochure that the island to which I had walked through the sea was Tavsan Adasi. Like my own early youth now left behind it seems far off and strange. Yet on the walk towards Tavsan Adasi that day I was trailing my youth and my youthful dreams and other visions with me. So much so that the embodiment of my Gümüslük adventure suddenly became that walk to the island.What has happened to the warmth and friends of that day? To the pleasure that accompanied the steam rising from the ground to the heavens? When did I go to Gümüslük? I was young, very young. Self-confident enough to take no advice, perceptive enough to give none. |
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But now look at me advising you not to return from Gümüslük without visiting Tavsan Adasi. Because Gümüslük, like all rare things and beautiful places, takes on meaning when seen from the outside inwards, not from the inside outwards. The island affords you such a viewpoint. At the same time it politely protects Gumusluk from the open sea. 'The courtesy of Rabbit Island' would not be a misguided definition, because this island does not make itself felt as such, or as a barrier. What it makes you feel is the horizon beyond and infinity. As it proudly salutes Gümüslük it seems to say to those strolling upon it, 'O mortals! Do not sail out to sea without calling on me!'
Yes, have I ever been to Gümüslük?
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